This novel is an English translation of my work 実録・AI同人作家の女装ハッテン記録. In translating it, several contents have been modified.

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Hello. I create adult doujin works using generative AI under the circle name “Rakkapartu.” My works mainly feature cute males — otokonoko, or feminine males — cross-dressing and having sex with men, centered around the theme commonly known as “falling into femininity.” I have also produced several video works that combine AI-generated images and audio to guide viewers into that kind of feminization fantasy, a genre often referred to as sissy training.

As I continued creating these works about falling into femininity, I found myself developing a desire to have sex with men. At first, I was satisfied with simply cross-dressing and masturbating at home. But gradually, my sexual tastes escalated, until eventually I dressed as a female, actually met up with a man, and had sex with him. Even now, I continue to repeat these sexual encounters with men — in other words, cruising.

This novel is a record of the things I have actually done while cross-dressing and meeting men. Of course, I want to avoid the risk of exposing my own identity, and I also need to respect the privacy of the men involved, so I have blurred locations and proper nouns where appropriate. However, everything described here is based on real events.

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Included Content

・Novel
Approximately 13,000 English words / 10 illustrations / PDF

Table of Contents
-Introduction
-Buying Clothes for Cross-Dressing
-Enjoying Cross-Dressed Walks
-My First Cruising Experience
-The Man Who Wanted to Hug
-With an Older Man at a Love Hotel
-With a Nipple-Loving Submissive Man at His Apartment
-At a Cruising Movie Theater
-The Rough-Looking Guy Who Wanted to Suck a Cross-Dresser’s Penis
-Climaxing from Anal Sex
-My Sexuality and Life Gone Mad
-Frequently Asked Questions and Answers — In Place of an Afterword

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The title illustration and inserted illustrations in this work use edited images generated by AI.